Yuk Poon


I’m so afraid to be paranoid
That I ignore the obvious.
Each attempt to express the void
Makes me nervous.

Worst deal ever - is to trade “today” for the expectation 
Which I invented to myself.
As a reconciliation.

And I choke on every fantasy
Where My freedom is a matter
Of your resentment, regret and
Will I feel better?

Music & Lyrics © Esin Sergeev 2022